Nice Guys Come Last
well shithouse day i reckon.
its just completely stupid, i try my hardest to be a nice guy, a good guy who people like. there is just one problem with that, i get used and abused.
i smile a lot, i compliment people everyday, stay positive as much as i can and do things as best as i can. and yet i get walked all over which shits me, because i dont think i deserve it.
i know im having a bitch, but thats because no one listens to me no matter who i tell. so i eventually just keep it all bottled up and eventually have mental breakdowns which is not good for me.
Some people are just complete and utter horrible people in this world. and i dont see how they get more and better things than me when they do nothing to deserve it
